to whom it may concern

Take me out tonight

Where there's music and there's people
Who are young and alive
Driving in your car
I never never want to go home
Because I haven't got one anymore

been listening to this song by the smith over and over again this morning because im so excited to meet you tonite!

but then, reality slaps.

dari jarak 700 km dan hari ini cuman kepisah 20 menit..masih loh kita gagal untuk bisa ketemuan. i couldnt blame anyone for this. family comes first, i will do the same thing too if i were you. so, yeah..we failed again to meet each other.

yes, there will be tomorrow..rencananya besok kita mau nonton Hellogoodbye bareng. rencananya sambil ngantri dan nunggu artisnya tampil, kita bakal cerita2. face to face. gak cuman sekedar di BBm dan di telfon kayak kemarin2. rencananya.

yep, 2 hari yang lalu..gw dikasih tau kalo besok itu ada rapat sama dewan direksi kantor. dan baru mulai jam 3. Only God knows when will it gonna be end. emang sih Hellogoodbye tampil terakhir, tapi pupus sudah rencana gw buat ngobrol sama elo sepanjang ngantri. masa mau ngobrol di venue? tereak pake mic baru kedengeran. jadi kalo liat keadaan kayak gini, paling gw cuman punya waktu 1 jam saja buat ngobrol panjang lebar sama lo. face to face.

sedih?jangan tanya. i cried.

i know from long time ago, after some broken promises, the Universe is trying to tell me that you're not belong to me

but somehow, my denial is too big to be beaten

i, constantly trying to find a way to get Universe says "yes,gadis dear..he belongs to you."

and patiently waiting you to come isnt easy

some scrumptious promises end badly.

still, i keep on going...

but today, it all falls apart

dan kenapa saya nulis ini di blog?sengaja. biar orangnya baca.

ya semoga aja deh dia baca.

kenapa gak ngomong langsung aja?

tidak ah. tidak mau.